Life for ... ever!

Life is almost great to experience as there is always room to improve and learn. When you just think that things are fixed and the moment is arrived, a cold shower wake you up from the dreams and put in the your face a new model to shape. In the reality and in the truth of this life, nothing is done for grand, as nothing is all ready lost. There is always space for new challenge and ground for more experiences.

So, everything became mirror and reflex at same time and give to us the possibility to a promising ground for improvement and infinity hope that even in the end of our day, when the light is ready to switch off for ever and everything has been done in fixed for century over century, there is ready a new light to light and new memento to feel and eventually gratefully appreciate.

Switch off your tele, log off your computer, quite a game on your console and go out in the rain happy and wet because only the fresh of great sensation can make you alive and lift up your spirit and feed your soul!

Tribute to the love of my life!

As around Easter is the time of the passion of Christ, for me May is time for my "passion". It is not because is my birthday but because twenty years ago I let go the one good things happen in my sad life.
I was in Poland, in the South of Poland for the accuracy of the date due my dad was a technician of the FIAT in the brand new factory opened there by the famous Italian car's maker.
There, I met a woman, something that the only presence in a room was enough to bring me joy, peace and a mixed of emotions that I cannot describe in full as so good.
Then what I did? I left her there without a word or nothing and left in most vile way a man can act. Consequence of that (and Karma does exist) I never manage to go through that well, and the resentment for that action has persecute me so far.

Always remember what you do in this life will resound in the infinite of the eternity!

I am Italian and I should support the "nerazzurri" on Saturday Champions League Final but I heat them so much that I really hope they will lose and suffering from it!
COME ON BAYERN!!!

The D-Day!

Finally, the D-Day arrived. In few hours I am playing my first Live Main Event for a deep stack No Limit Holdem tournament. The occasion is the Monthly Final of the River Rat Live Poker League in Somerset (UK).
Of course, it is not the final table of the European Poker Tour but for somebody, me, that has start play poker just six months ago (where before I was not even know how to play Holdem), I think that it is an event to underline on the calendar.

I feel nervous and agitate, at this time I should be in bed try to get some rest instead to be on the front of my PC write articles, update my site and play poker online. But, what to say that's me!

So, here we are, there is not any more time between it and me and no more way to escape what I have to face. In some way, that will be a sort of judgment day where it should tell if all these months spend by me to play and study the game are worthed something or it has be only and exclusively a lose of time. We will see! Tomorrow will finally make the last word on this capitol of my life.
Tomorrow by this time, we will know if this is a nice, great tell or an horrible sad usual story to cancel and forgot for ever!

The mind centre of the health ...

The day has gone in a better way it was started. At least I manage to improve consistently my playing and this is symptom of improvement. I still get phone call from this company that obviously playing nasty as I have explained in more occasion my circumstances but obviously they like ignore that and persist to keep pressure on me with which hope I do not know. Apart the fact that in Italy they will be out of the law and so, criminal, but there is not limit to the scam and this people are certainly SCAM. Anyway, this isn't the right place to talking about this annoying matter. If you have any interest in this matter, I would like to refer you HERE where soon I will pubblish the full report of this sad story with name etc., so other people may avoid to go in contact with this rubbish and probably, I will save some of you from this shame. I will play another tournament now, even if I believe that I will not make as before because it is so late in the night and also because I am physically and psychologically very naked. See you soon and all the best for you ... bye!

An anonymous day in an ordinary life!

When I was young, many years ago (sob...) life was so tough as for keep a diary, you should have a book and a pen to write by hand. For the most rich and lucky the write machine was that time, the natural luxury. Today, as the technology take all over, notebook, laptop, iphone and, to go more deeply, Blogs are the modern version of the diary of the old time.
Today, nothing in particular, apart that my new provider has take over and it has been a day of hell with the connection come and go.
For what is left of the day, continue the negative moment in my game, but as promise that is treat in a different place (enter here) and for the rest just another anonymous day in an ordinary life!

Good Easter

I wish a very Good Easter full of happy time and enjoyment to every1!

A very negative moment!

It is not a good moment for me at all! In the reality, it has not been good for long time and the continue failure in many area of my life is the perfect expression of all that.

For what concern my occupation, or at least what I am trying to make as my occupation (that sound much better) the things doesn't going any better.

Last night, I have felt so embarrassed after played my worst poker since I have started in August last year. Tiredness and all negativity from my private life may not be an excuse but has not helped. Tonight and tomorrow night the finals of the UKIPT Coventry Qualifier, after a full month of tournaments and I am not any better then I was yesterday. What I have left is only the hope in some miracle and the trust in God, that maybe may help me in this very stressed and bad moment!

Welcome to my blog

When Simon Peter said: "Master how many time I must forgive my brother?" and Jesus answered to him: "Seventy seven time". That was mine infinite time. At some time I would answer to all the mates that asking me how many blogs I have around.

Well, the reality is that many of my blogs are related to my work, and in the specific matter about the Poker Texas Holdem, and most of them are talking about the game and things like that. This blog will be different, it will be for real my diary that I would like to write daily as I may have a record of my self and on what's going on in my life and not just in the game.

Well, to whoever are reading now, I would like welcome to my blog and wish you all the best.

See you later!